My house is in serious need of some reorganization, cleaning, and decluttering. I feel like I"m drowning in mess and chaos and I can NOT bring a baby home to this mess--even if it weren't for daycare I couldn't do it. If I do, it's going to throw me into PPD again and I can NOT handle that again, not this time, not no way, not no how.
I am thinking about closing for one or two days at the end of the month--less than my usual notice but I don't think I can stand waiting much longer than that. I would send DD to her grandparents and DH to work and just get it all done at once.
Would you do such a thing?
This might just be a pregnant anxiety attack (Yeah, I get really bad anxiety during pregnancy and it manifests in weird ways) and I might feel more...calm...about it in the morning, but I'm wondering about it now, soooo....
I am thinking about closing for one or two days at the end of the month--less than my usual notice but I don't think I can stand waiting much longer than that. I would send DD to her grandparents and DH to work and just get it all done at once.
Would you do such a thing?
This might just be a pregnant anxiety attack (Yeah, I get really bad anxiety during pregnancy and it manifests in weird ways) and I might feel more...calm...about it in the morning, but I'm wondering about it now, soooo....
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