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I'm dissapointed, need a good cry and someone who understands. I'm mad and its a mad I can't just say goodbye to it.
My dream home won't be a reality for the second time-
. Twice we have tried for this house and twice the answer has been no.
I hate, hate, hate trying to get loans and being self employed! What I made two years ago, two years doesn't reflect what I make now. Nothing close! This is just one thing that urks me about the process.
Its very frustrating and I'm just sad and mad. Its weird but I really felt a connection with this home, like I really belonged there. From the moment I set foot in it, it felt like home.
I'm thankful to have a home but this felt like home. My kids said how nice it would be to be able to have friends over and not trip over each other. Be able to have lots of room outside for play. Be able to close the daycare door and not see it from the rest of the house. To have their own rooms.
OK, going to pull myself together but its hard. Especially when I have to see the house on a weekly basis soemtimes-
My dream home won't be a reality for the second time-
. Twice we have tried for this house and twice the answer has been no.I hate, hate, hate trying to get loans and being self employed! What I made two years ago, two years doesn't reflect what I make now. Nothing close! This is just one thing that urks me about the process.
Its very frustrating and I'm just sad and mad. Its weird but I really felt a connection with this home, like I really belonged there. From the moment I set foot in it, it felt like home.
I'm thankful to have a home but this felt like home. My kids said how nice it would be to be able to have friends over and not trip over each other. Be able to have lots of room outside for play. Be able to close the daycare door and not see it from the rest of the house. To have their own rooms.
OK, going to pull myself together but its hard. Especially when I have to see the house on a weekly basis soemtimes-
: will wait
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