Is This Unusual?

[MunchkinWrangler]

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I had 2 leave at the end of June, signed up to return for September, and I was sad to see them go. I was surprised to see how attached I was. Lord give me strength when they leave for good.

I try so hard to keep a certain distance because of this!

Ah well, I guess I'm a big softie at heart.

[Josiegirl]

Some I've missed terribly but I find myself being so busy with all the others, it doesn't usually last long. I mean, I still miss them but the sadness doesn't stay with me because I still have to do the best I can for the ones that still come.

And like most have said, there are some I don't miss for one moment.

[daycare]

I am not a very emotional person at all.

I did not have a reaction at all at first. Some of them, hate to saw it, we were ready to leave each other . Others, I didn't start to miss them until I went to go clean the name off of their cubby box a few days later. Then it hit me that they were not coming back and I did feel a little sad.

I have to say that it all depends on why they left my program too.

I have learned since then to prep myself for that day. It's one we can't avoid. I have to remind myself that these kids will only be in my life for a period of time. SO, I no longer really feel emotional about it, I feel proud, especially if they are graduating out. I know in my heart of hearts that I have prepared them to be the most successful little person they know how to be.

DOn't feel bad, that you don't feel bad. I do think it's very normal to feel the way that you are.

[Unregistered]

I have "that kid" right now. 11 more months...he's much better than he was, but he is difficult. And he's an open to closing kid.

It may be a regional thing, but I've noticed all of my kids who were like that were either open to close or here the longest. I've also noticed many times there was a sahp or the parents weren't working all the hours they claimed. I don't allow families to use my front door. To get in, you have to go throw my yard. Weather permitting, I do outdoor pick ups. Especially when I want parents GONE and not lingering. Once the mom got out earlier and drove around my street. Seeing the child was there with other kids, she BOLTED. I purposed asked her how work was the next drop off to see if she felt guilty. She answered just as she did any other question. No shame or guilt. TL;DR: "Those" sort of children probably act much the same at home.

To the OP, I've never been sad to see a child leave. I might be weird, but I like a rotating set of children. I like when children leave after a year or so.

[Mike]

I'm a softie. I still miss all the kids from my Sunday School bus days, even ones who were sometimes pests, but they aren't kids anymore now. A few of them, I have bumped into over the years and got glimpses of them growing up.

It's going to be hard for me, but I know I will be able to handle it because I've had many come and go. I miss them, but there are always more to take their place.

[Miss A]

I have found that I am not as emotional when a child moves on as I would think, because I usually wear my heart on my sleeve. Maybe it is because I was super attached and had a super attached kiddo when I worked in a center, who then came to my home program. She was the only one I ever had leave that I cried about, but I had cared for her from 6 weeks to preschool. I loved that girl, and I still do. Even when she started to get naughty towards the end, when she was ready to move on.

After that, I have learned that it is important to show love and affection, but it is also important to maintain distance. I don't have nearly as many behavior issues when I keep my distance, as I can more easily maintain rules and boundaries and not feel so guilty about it. Maybe I am just getting cold as I grow older.

[Unregistered]

I would say it's very hard on me and very hard on the kids most of my kids i have had for many ,many years the oldest two are 7 1/2 I have had all my daycare kids since they were newborns.i had a few drops ins or part time it wasent hard since I only had these kids a few times,the other kids forgot about them since they didn't come that much.last month a kid disapeers he got picked up that day never came back no call no reason everything was fine it was very shocking since i had him for 6 years,it's hard daycare kids all miss him and ask for him constantly everyday they all grew up together.they don't understand why I don't no either.i guess it's harder for me since mine are long term there more than just daycare kids since we do so much together.

[DaveA]

Honestly I can't remember being emotional over a DCK leaving ever in centers or home. As much as I enjoy the kiddos, they aren't mine and I don't become that attached. That sounds wrong when I type it, but I can't really figure out how to say it. I enjoy having them here, am glad they enjoy themselves (hopefully), and like them and their families, but at the end of the day it is just my business. That may get put to the test in a couple years when the child who was one of my first enrollments ages out, but we'll have to wait and see.

[midaycare]

Op

I have found that I am not as emotional when a child moves on as I would think, because I usually wear my heart on my sleeve. Maybe it is because I was super attached and had a super attached kiddo when I worked in a center, who then came to my home program. She was the only one I ever had leave that I cried about, but I had cared for her from 6 weeks to preschool. I loved that girl, and I still do. Even when she started to get naughty towards the end, when she was ready to move on.

After that, I have learned that it is important to show love and affection, but it is also important to maintain distance. I don't have nearly as many behavior issues when I keep my distance, as I can more easily maintain rules and boundaries and not feel so guilty about it. Maybe I am just getting cold as I grow older.

I agree with much of this. I think I do keep a distance to maintain some professionalism and also to enforce rules. Many of my dcf's are awesome people, but have no rules at home for their kids. They are still sweet kids, but unless I'm strict all the time, they will run right over me. I'm not heartless or anything, I just try to teach them rules and respect, which I would say out of 9 or 10 families at any one time, only 2 or 3 are really good at enforcing on their end.

It is weird because this is my first cycle of kids to leave, and now I have 3 others who are the "oldest", and I think, "Wow, they will leave me next year." And then I look at the 2 year olds and think, "Then they will be the old kids!" And it's hard to imagine.

[happymom]

I cried just reading this post because it reminded me of leaving our home daycare provider.

I honestly cried pulling out of her drive way after drop off every day for the last two weeks. And I'm crying right now.

She misses us too =) It's been over a year

[laundrymom]

Some I bawl like a baby, others.... not quite the same reaction. Lol

[Meeko]

It depends. I left a two year old I had cared for since birth behind when we left Oklahoma to return to Utah. I thought my heart would break in two. She is still in touch with me and has a three year old of her own now.

Another DCG was with me from birth to 7 years. She was Angelica from the Rugrats in person. I did a dance they day she left.

[knoxmomof2]

My first dck moved up to Preschool a few weeks ago. He was with me from 11 mos to almost 5. His behavior near the end was atrocious and the parents (split) were taking FOREVER to agree on a Preschool! I started having to call a parent to come and talk to him the last 2 weeks. I just wanted him gone - forget the income. His stepbrother (2.5) comes here so he's in the car on the weeks he's at Dad's. I honestly get stressed just seeing him waiting on the car. So.... I was ready. Now, my 4 and 3 year old girls who will both be moving on next Fall? I. WILL. LOSE. IT!!! I mean, I'll be looking forward to welcoming in new little ones, but I will miss those girls 💛